• Money isn't everything, but without it, you can't do anything

Friday, 2 December 2011

stupidity of love

i still cant believe that you have left... left unworthy.. with bunch of networkers left stranded... you asked me to direct, how? when you were in the team, u were offended if i texted them, so how you expect i can direct? As mentioned, i don mind if you flirt with other guys or even couple back with SAM or loongwai or whoever... but why SHawn? wtf? You are draining our network that we have built for 7 months. You can say im jealous or whatever, or perhaps, who am i to ask, im not ur bf, but please, you gave me signal all the time.. you jealous of me mixing other girls, we used to call and facecam each other, ask yourself how far have we went through the relationship and business? ask yourself how i treated you all the time in the business? bad? seriously? All going fine until your birthday, when loongwai came, and u layan... fine.. now shawn.. honestly, i memang know he asked for your number, bcoz saw ur chat with him in facebook, i damn regret that i never ask because i TRUSTED you, you fucker..

You are dumb fuck, stupid, you were the one who always badmouth them, how they being cruel and evil in their network, now you side them... Have you ever thought of my feeling when you are flirting a sideline? Crap! just flirt? crap? buy charger? crap? WTF he used the same way to chase nicole and vian, now you? wtf??

Seriously donow what you say actually. I cant afford to see you regret of your decision today? what if? amelia told me "good luck to penny, expect something will happen" and i was like wtf.... damn worry about you...

Can you please wake up? don give up your network? a guy to ruin your dream? can forget about him for ur network? you have bigger responsibility here. wtf.... I thought you are so protective over your dream? all the time, Only-know-to-say-queen. Fucking disappointed on you.. you have left a deep scratch within me...

YOU ARE IN DEEP SHIT, YOUR WORST CASE IN YOUR HISTORY!

Tuesday, 25 October 2011

Pressure

Upline pressure, downline pressure... Where should I go? I'm not motivated at all... In super neutral mode now >.<


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Weee

Good night

Imyb


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Monday, 24 October 2011

Boredom

People come and go but that's not the question. The question is do those people leave a value or a remark in you.

ScoreA is a tough work... and the easiest job to do ever.. Your downline could be darn funny, sarcastic, serious, doubtful, overconfident staying for temporary or permanent but i believe every single downline you are bringing in, you do attach him/her with a hope they will work for their dream so it would benefits you either way.

I've came into lot situations where i have to face it alone when no one can understand how do i feel. Its easy to bring people in and teach them but sometimes easy money make them feel lazy.. at the end of the day, some will quit, reason of quitting can be because they have earned enough, they look upon better pioneership opportunity of other company, some because never earn, some because give up because of little rejections. This explain how human mindset changes in time. it has to be justified and always need to have a reason to stay in the business. Imagine a person you have trained for months and left you with stupid reason or more saddening is threatening to leave.

When problems ahead me, there is no one i can tell. Maybe theres one but she would more likely care less. I need motivation.. my self motivation has overdued. I do need someone to keep motivate me and inspire me. Someone... sigh.

My fault

Everything is my fault...

Someone is sick

And I think I'm the reason. Hope you will be fine..... :))


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^^

Good morning and imy


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Shes far away "(

Just to see her
But she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Red

FML, early morning too rush.. Hit this hit that hit ma my nose zzz



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